turning 20 wasn't exactly a happy thing. worse than turning 19 of course... when i entered 2007 and NS i was like "holy crap, i'm an adult"... i happen to fall into the group of people who aren't enthusiastic about growing a year older.

but still, special thanks to mum for the piano (and shirt?),
HQ and bro for having lunch,
and of course andrew mas cherie n iskandar for the crazy outing, shisha and my first GMax experience. haha

there was a quote on a video/TV series that made me realize i'm making a huge mistake:
"i want to have fun and create beautiful memories now so i can treasure them later"

now i'm remunerating on the past and receding into the world of youtube (?! but yeah) and escaping my own life. its really hard to stop living on this drug. like when my com crashed recently i almost went into withdrawal. god knows what i'd do if the online videos suddenly vanished... i think i'll vanish too. i think its the same for everyone out there la, be it anime, tv, movies, games... something to escape to when u think life's just too damn boring.

japanese tv is nice. why can't mediacorp think like them?

Meet the Spartans was damn funny. many servings of every humour- witty, verbal, satirical, slapstick and parodical (my favourite two hahaha) - pao ka liao. but people may end up not liking it at all if they dont keep their minds open and silently lambast the show for every corny morsel of it. felt damn happy and light watching it haha

been spending some time looking at art by the Impressionists and Post-Impressionists. ever since i started killing time on the com during office hours using MSPaint... i realize im beginning to appreciate or even like the van gogh/monet/maybe seurat style. but my concepts still lie with the surrealists. :)

i'm gonna try an oil on canvas.
never tried before, and anw i have an unused canvas.
once i get the oils, only inspiration would be of the essence. not much of a problem since i stone a lot anyway.

Inspiration can come as a mood, a memory, an emotion, a perspective, a desire, pretty much in any way, at any time... i don't know how the phrase "no inspiration" came about. that's probably just an excuse for not daring to express whatever is on their mind at the time.

being conscious is good for your mind, but being unconscious is good for your soul :)