today finished at 1250 to prepare for carnival. so again we stayed at b110 frm 1plus to ard 6. tts for me only lah cuz at 545 i finished outlining the stuff then left for pp bk. yappa was on time but kh totally lag. come at 7pm. thanks know... only had 15 minutes to stuff the bk bbq turkey bacon n fries into my mouth n then 15 min for journey to vj fountain- cuz tts where darren was waiting with our tickets. hahah next time must arrange to meet at 6 then we'll meet at 630.

anyway the dance concert was cool man. just that there's abit of a gender imbalance... like 5 guys : 30 gals. the dances were nice esp the Electrified piece or sth liddat. very energetic n complicated. dunno how those ppl memorise all those moves... no wonder... its vj man. but one of the things they din really practise is their coordination. nt v synchronised. then got one is i think salsa one then muzz came onstage. the cheering all so loud we decided to shout yusoff (his fathers name) later on... but then the thing ended with them one by one retreat backstage so no chance. hahah always shout parents names... some vs trend haha

anyway there came this piece after the intermission which totally rocked the whole thing: fresh from the staff room - The Trocks! haha its totally disgusting but damn damn funny abt 8 male TEACHERS came onstage wearing black tights n tutus n pink shower caps... some of them pe teacher, some of them subject teachers hahHAAH look damn stupid then they start dancing on their toes n everything; ballet style. VJ TEACHERS ROCK MAN. VJVJVJVJVJVJVJ!

everytime i go to vj for concert or wad i feel a weird feeling... one of super envy n regret tt i couldnt get in... i always imagine myself in tt uniform walking ard in the vj school compound. up to now i still havent gotten over it. after every visit to vj i become addicted to the people there, the life there, the school culture, n then the next school day i go back to tpjc n looking at it with disgust. seriously... then i'll start to find everything there sucks: the uniform, the badge, the school campus blah blah blah. im addicted to concerts... or maybe im just addicted to class. alright man looking forward to the concerts coming soon: co + string ensemble (vj), guitar (vj), vjchoir symphony of voices (esplanade), acjc band concert (probably at vch). there's probably more; i saw flyers all ard vj... but only going those tt got friends to support. whee

tml is tpjc carnival. wad fun blast shit. the name sux lar seriously... like some kiddish playground event. hmm u could say it is la. since when did jc fair/carnival booths have to be linked to an academic basis?! damn stupid la... wah lao aj fair also tml i wanna go... i'd much prefer tt to sitting behind a desk stoning for half a day n welcoming ghosts.

sunday was quite a hiong day... went to my aunts hse to help my cousin zap a set of my phys chem n maths notes. cuz he retaking a levels. then since zap then somehow also decided to bind all my notes. the rain at queensway arh... like all the heavenly deities mass pee session know. freaking heavy.
then when i got home i realized binding was the wrong thing to do. now i can't bring separate notes to sch. shit man... gonna rebind into smaller sections soon.

tues is fun cuz theres mother tongue. first time in all my life so enthu abt mother tongue period.
cuz its free period.

n if im nt wrong 05s01 qualifies for 12 x 100 finals! on wed we finished 3rd in our run but i think overall shud be 5th or 6th lah. nvm yay tt shows tt we're nt a bunch of freaking nerds who open textbooks in our free time :)
dammit must learn n practise my burst. bloodyhell, personal opinion: i felt damn un-shiok when i ran. ta ma de. i know its an irrelevant swear word but what the heck.

today sibeh shiok, altho got bio test, altho altho the bio test relatively easy. first period of the day - bio lecture - pon. cuz we went to see patrick, malcolm, nadia, zuwei present some slp shit. next period of the day - phys tutorial - TEACHER PON. CAN U BELIEVE IT? he totally nv come to class, but he was in sch. wth man... so another free period in class. then break, then two free periods, and THEN we went to physics lecture on radiation. so our 2 lessons of the day started at 1050 to 1210. then after tt is mother tongue- free period. then 1250 sch end cuz of carnival prep. so we came to sch for what, 2 periods. the rest of the time was in interact rm gambling..... with 5 cents a bet. crap
then frm 130 to abt 6 we stayed in b110 to paint some stuff. on the whole quite unproductive actually. but our booth never needed much productivity in the first place. after finish pack up then went eat kfc with eugene n ws. stupid cashierwoman blur like sotong- no, like cooked sotong.

tml another 1250 day, then sats gonna be the day of- er- boredom i think. i'll be like slacking there with the psp n greeting the air in our class. at least tml there's vj dance concert. gonna see muzz dance. dunno wad dance lah... but if come out ballet, i can go break my legs.

shit la. pw got band 2. i was aiming for a 1!!! but heck lah.

anyway skipped phys s to go for heats again. 200m was like shit la all my muscles were not loose n free then run like shit. totally nv even get into finals. but nvm after tt went to do triple jump. got a silver (yay) cuz fabian didn't jump (shit.)

die mna my parents now complaining y everyday i reach home so late whether anot i got study, a lvls coming etc. hmm i know i should but its a habit already la. after track go bubble tea. after bubble tea then go home. die man. hope i do fairly well for fac tests.

wah this week's been a hell of a week man. mon was chem fac test. it was just alright... shud be able to pass. also had long jump heats. n i made a big careless mistake. i thought they gave us 3 trials. but actually it was two only. damn dejected at tt point then mr yz told me to try 110m hurdles... i ran beside fabian la toot. for the first 50m or so we were on par (likely cuz he slack) then after tt i started screwing up while he didn't, n tt made all the difference. 20.57 for me. just 0.4 secs faster i couldve gotten the silver. bloody andrew hahaha... but anyway i got the bronze! suddenly felt damn elated when i saw my timing beat andre's (a hurdler). yay.

tues skipped maths s to go to some cec YET AGAIN to clock SOME MORE hours. can't say it was very fun there. after tt more than half of us went to queensway together to do some class jersey admin. we went to ikea food court to eat b4 tt... hahha first time i went there. eat some swedish meatballs. nt bad lah but dunno how they come up with the combination one... meatballs + potatoes + jam. when we got our shirts sorted out then time to go home. then weishun desiree eugene n me take cab back cuz we all live at tanah merah except for ws but still quite near lah.

on wed got National Schools Cross Country Championships and VS ONCE AGAIN DOUBLE CHAMPIONS! bagged B and C team yet again. hahaha VS rocks man... last yr double champions, this year also... can hear their cheers n all... damn hyper.

"half-day, half-day half-day half-day, half-day, half-day..."

thy triumphs see.

recently into watching ice skating on youtube. i find the skaters damn graceful n elegant... the way they skim over the ice is like... wow. damn fast yet smooth. i read somewhere abt the physics of ice skating... ok its irrelevant, but what the heck. ok its cuz the whole weight of the skater is concentrated on the thin metal thingy so the pressure is damn high n increased pressure lowers the melting point of ice so the ice becomes water when the skater skates over it so become smooth, then less friction, so can go damn fast. then after tt the water freezes back again. yay.

argh anyway damn busy nowadays (and im still procrastinating everything to watch youtube n blog?! wth), wad with tests, cca, homework, homework and er... homework. in a way the tests r gd cuz i have to study... so im actually doing last minute studying for the tests, which implies im doing not-last-minute-studying for the As. yay. but its still bad. shit man bryan its DAMN bad!!! argh. gonna have to change the option on my NS registration. the part where they ask if i'd attempted suicide before. hah.

n one thing abt letting people know u took aep before: it's a mistake. its like: "design? bryan!" shit man.

i want to ice-skate.

bio spa on tues was a miracle man. i actually managed to complete it!! ecstatic man... but i did go in 'prepared' if u get my drift. after tt went to slack in the interact room... they were doing this 1500-piece jigsaw of an old New York Times article. tts crazy man, what with all the text and small little puny imprints... n they actually want to just re-mess it up after making, cuz it's planned to be done in june actually. wth man.

after s paper went to pp to eat bk with rey, kh, muz, liangy, taoyat. hahha damn fun.. laugh until got tears come out la... haha actually no one would understand wth r we laughing abt cuz its too nonsense already... miss sec 4 days man... when we stay in sch everyday until late to do aep project then after tt go pp eat. Now nt too bad also la, with track n bubble tea... only abit not so class. i miss vs. i miss aep. i miss the whole stretch of marine parade: vs, mandarin gardens, vj, mp lib, parkway. shit man im getting all nostalgic now. ok bye

Masquerade!

Masquerade!
Paper faces on parade
Masquerade!
Hide your face, so the world will never find you
Masquerade!
Every face a different shade
Masquerade!
Look around- There's another mask behind you
Masquerade!
Burning glances, turning heads
Masquerade!
Stop and stare at the sea of smiles around you
Masquerade!
Grinning yellows, spinning reds
Masquerade!
Take your fill- let the spectacle astound you!

i tot mon's spe was gonna b fun since it was badminton. totally anticlimax. the bloody botak chew make us do all the crazy things with the racket as if we had nv held a freakin racket b4. stupid bbc. bloody botak chew. i see him teach basketball also liddat... like wth man. im nt gonna bring racket next mon already.

after trg on the way to the bubble tea shop andrew heard my recording of the kitten he nt happy must challenge. so he record his version of meowing on my fone. siao lang.

fri's trg was siao man. damn hiong. but i thank the skies for the heavy rain... cuz dunnid to go run on the track in front of everyone. so trg in the gym instead :) fun i must say...

but my calves still havent recovered fully. shit man. n heats r beginning soon.

there's been some freaking cat who's been making visits to my hse damn often... either it slips in between the gate bars or it simply jumps over the wall right into the compound. n guess wad it's been doing lately. freakin giving birth in my damn house, right in the storeroom. one day my dad suddenly heard meowing coming frm the storeroom. he straightaway know its the cat then he faster use wadever he could find to block up the storeroom.

then today when we came back frm my aunts hse we heard the kitten mewing damn loudly. so we went thru a hell lotta trouble n fuss n in slightly more than half an hr we had the kitten in a large Osim iSqueeze box. cuz we underestimated it at first n it escaped the first box. haha i recorded the kitten's mewing. freaking loud. maybe its yelling for its mother who never returned.

n at last i got spikes- brooks f1. but it seems a little heavy for spikes.