turning 20 wasn't exactly a happy thing. worse than turning 19 of course... when i entered 2007 and NS i was like "holy crap, i'm an adult"... i happen to fall into the group of people who aren't enthusiastic about growing a year older.

but still, special thanks to mum for the piano (and shirt?),
HQ and bro for having lunch,
and of course andrew mas cherie n iskandar for the crazy outing, shisha and my first GMax experience. haha

there was a quote on a video/TV series that made me realize i'm making a huge mistake:
"i want to have fun and create beautiful memories now so i can treasure them later"

now i'm remunerating on the past and receding into the world of youtube (?! but yeah) and escaping my own life. its really hard to stop living on this drug. like when my com crashed recently i almost went into withdrawal. god knows what i'd do if the online videos suddenly vanished... i think i'll vanish too. i think its the same for everyone out there la, be it anime, tv, movies, games... something to escape to when u think life's just too damn boring.

japanese tv is nice. why can't mediacorp think like them?