this blog isn't stagnant yet. although it seems like it. but of course it isn't over until I say so.

it can be just so typical of people to find a point, thrive on it, harp on it, suck on the gum even until it is rid of taste, even if they know it is no longer relevant, no longer useful. I wonder what the pure conviction for continuing something so childish is... to break the wall of nonchalance I put up? even after I cease to acknowledge, or even respond to it? after so long, even after time under the knife, you're still beside yourself, trying to make yourself heard.

I know it's obvious that paragraph was to someone in particular... if you can't make head or tail of it then you're probably not the one. that person would probably be the last to read this anyway.

our visit to tpjc's watercolours probably stops short of fruitful cuz the only thing we got out of it was seeing some teachers and the planetarium. and of course, to see abit more of the class.

6 more months. some senpai just ord-ed today, which set me thinking about my turn when it comes. no doubt there'll be ecstasy that friday but the blankness I'll wake up to on the following monday is not exactly a stranger to me (and many others?). It's just gonna be like post-exams...

and then i'll have to start thinking of something to do.....