suddenly it all comes back.

like Light Yagami when he touched the book n everything rushed back to him... i rmb the entry i posted 10 days before the As started... feelin super despot. at tt time my WHOLE life = academics. frm the moment phys s paper ended until today it was everything else- in other words a Real life (ok maybe dont count pes c army)... results were just something distant. then just now on the ferry i was imagining myself receiving the slip, then the reality- that tmr mattered more than anything else- just came crashing back.

SO HOW?! shit damn kan cheong now... can remember the day i received my Os results... walking towards the teacher... outstretching my hands... taking the slip... looking down at it... 11. heart continued beating, no flinching, no commotion... but that's the problem!

history please dont repeat... further back- ah that history, repeat.