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Thursday, March 29, 2007

another boredom stretch. im working on something like a links-pic. maybe when i got more free time then i'll work on replacing the whole linklist... gonna take quite an effort, but it should be fun. besides... i've got quite a lot of time considering im in NS now. 2 yrs ns as an admin support assistant is really a big waste of time. i think if they just let us skip ns we'll definitely learn and/or contribute alot more to society/economy/whichever/whatever.

its kinda back-to-school for me... got posted to maju camp just beside NAP n SIM as some clerk. its abt 5 bus stops from dover mrt. well, beats 10plus bus stops from bukit batok... can reach home by 7 everyday. wonder if meandeaf is hooking up with income revenue to develop singapore's economy... wonder why cant they just post us to the camp nearest to our home if we're gonna be an ASA anyway.

suddenly i miss aep. reminiscing the days we had to stay back in school to chiong our projects everyday (n even sat) in the art room until the gate closes at 7... then go pp for dinner(bk!) or go to mp lib to mug for exams if they were coming. in a way that's why i like parkway alot n also y i wanted so much to go to vjc... just found it difficult leaving marine parade road. sometimes it doesnt matter whether good or bad things happen; it'll still leave u clinging onto every strand of the memory. when im old n sunken, whether or not my life was a happy or sad one i'll still be polishing my Pensieve (i think i really need one) every single day.







my coursework... sigh.
all due to the carelessness of a complete stranger who's supposed to know how to manage movement of art projects
it is in pieces now... broken. part of my heart too.

dumbledore said it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live. ive a feeling he'd be damn angry with me. especially now... i wake up n wander through the day still in a world of ideal, refusing to believe i'm gonna have to spend 5/7 of the next 2 years at maju camp, refusing even to believe that time's outrun me. cuz it seems only yesterday tt i started doing blind contour in the VS design studio... when u're free revisit your childhood and secondary school life, then tell me if u dont feel the same way.

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