im nt gonna run 400m competitively again man. mon spe was 4 x 400. i sprinted for 200m then some lactic acid suddenly caught my legs then i start to slack already. n on top of tt, can see fabian just chionging all the way, abt 50m in front. but lucky i was second for the first runner grp.. then pass to waika, who pass to ws who pass to darren. end up we 3rd. sian la. eventally, 6th out of 16 only. might as well go jump. hmmm the only thing s01 got abit of hope in is 12 x 100. tt is if pat n tk join la. argh. must go force them already. trg was siao man. do some yellow sticks. from far it looks easy but actually it takes damn alot of power to clear 6 x 3 yellow sticks at one go. then after tt did a few 150s.. leroy always last minute burst. shit man must go learn how to. bubble tea as usual ended abt 8plus.

i realize wad cca should really be... part of it is the core reason... to train, but another part is the social part. now almost after every trg we'll go bubble tea n i'll end up laughing my whole stomach out. i dunno wad life'll be like if i didnt get to know this grp of frens man. my life'll be like everyday after sch go trg, after trg go home. hahaha

tues in sch during the breaks s01 play dodgeball in interact rm again... but i dun think i wanna play again... or else i'll be sinning to the max... cuz happen my ball is one of the fastest (actually one of the hardest, but i wanna make it sound less bad), so i alot of times tio ppl until quite pain... then today my "target" was eugene... sry ar eugene if u read this... din expect my ball to actually cause ur teeth to cut ur lip... paiseh.. so, im nt gonna play it again. but it was fun lah :)

after sch go kfc eat... then i went back to have a 'chitchat' with pikachew. he eventually let me take maths s, but he say everyone must work hard, so i must work harder than hard. some positive feedback know. so, i'll be taking 2 asses. haha wad a way to put it across.

i learnt tt there's bad blood between two of my gd frens X n Y... and tt spells disaster actually. to analogize this feeling... when parents see red of each other, the child suffers cuz he doesnt know wad to do. so whenever X or Y lick flames abt each other when im nearby i just shut my trap. im not in the mood to take sides, nor do i have the authority to take sides, nor am i better frens with X or Y to take sides, nor m i anything. i did try explaining X's intentions; n by some unknown sequence X now sees me as not standing up for her... haiz. wonder wad would've happened if i tried to explicitly make peace. maybe i'd have lost an eye by now.

WHERE IS THE LOVE PPL?? humility, not hostility... i'd rather they just go the guys' way. fight, whack, get blueblack, then forgive n then forget.