recently someone, i forgot who, sent email with a few pics.. these r two of them... somehow when i look at them i feel damn weird n im damn fascinated with them. even if the pics r computer-edited, i like the message behind the pics... im like imagining whether we're like looking up at stuff so much bigger than us, like tt of a colony of ants looking up at us n thinking we're mountains or part of the sky. maybe its also cuz i often look to the skies n clouds n try to make images out of the clouds... damn fun. i know childish lar but i still like to imagine the clouds being creatures... i think many people just dont have the time to look up at the skies n relish the art that the clouds exhibit.

since im talkin abt it now i might as well just blabber. i often get things like "bryan u stoning ah? thinking abt wad? girl ah?" dunno y must link to gal... actually less than 10% of wads going on in my mind has gotta do with people or my frens... most of the time im thinking abt the clouds or jumping across roads n flying, or whether there's a place in the sky that we dont even know of, n its just behind the clouds.

i know damn childish damn malu saying it here but this my blog, i got the rights... maybe i watch tv or read harry potter too much... seriously in assembly when everyones standing straight at attention i sometimes look up n imagine myself hopping on the wind's back n floating towards the sky. there's so much to think about, so many possibilities to consider... i dun like to live in a world thats defined by what we can do. i wanna live in a world thats defined by what we want to do. i wanna fly, i wanna ride on eagles, i wanna talk to the stars... unfortunately this is impossible in the real world. that's why i read somewhere - "dreams are doors to paradise, imagination is the key." People dream cuz they start imagining when they close their eyes. that's why they even call sleep neverland, dreamland, la-la-land. its a place. n they term frequent visitors to this place escapists.

thats me. no offence if u love reality.

and, crashing back to reality, here r my days.
- i went for medical screening, n i have to return cuz i failed the audiometry test. i HOPE its like they said: ear wax. otherwise im doomed.
- wed studied in lib till abt 6plus. koped 2 milo packets.
- tml: maths/gp. holy jumping hoptoads!! bye